Believe what you will...

So I’ve been pimping my psychic recently, I went for the very first time last Wednesday and must admit that it was an extremely interesting experience. The last few months have been a very confusing time in my life where I have questioned career choices and pondered on what I am actually doing to get where I want to be. After many weeks of pondering I finally reached some important decisions, it was as if a big weight had been lifted and I felt I was ready to hear what someone else had to say.

I didn't go into this expecting answers or believing things word for word, but it’s always been on my ‘things to do list’. So off I went to a psychic highly recommended by the people at work. She carried out the reading using Tarot cards. I shuffled the cards and then divided them into 3 piles, from there the reading began:

What she said (keep in mind that as she is talking I don’t give much away and remain silent most of the time)

Choices – sees that I have been struggling with a lot of them right now and that they haven’t been easy. Sees new things in the pipelines for me (most probably for later in the year) and that I will feel positive and a sense of pride with this new path that I may take..

The next set of card had something to do with kids. She said that she hopes that I want children – my cards tells me that it will be a big part of my life. Specifically sees a little girl in my life. (I wonder if she was picking up the vibe from the wrong person, because Jacky’s sister is about her have her baby in 2 months time?)

Says that I am rather stubborn – but how this relates to everything else is that it has resulted in a positive for me because “where others have given up and left” I’ve stayed on and have “been determined to succeed”. This probably did hit home a bit, when I started with the company I became really good friends with 2 people in particular, one left last year and the other left a few weeks ago – it was pretty hard for me to see them go. Everyone wondered why I stayed and would try convincing me to go with them, but I wasn’t ready to let go of all my hard work and have been determined to do really well in my patch. So where others have left, I’ve stayed – I was so surprised to hear the psychic repeat these exact words to me.

The next set of cards was that of 2 males. These 2 cards represented the 2 males in my life who has the biggest impact on me, one is older so she assumes it my father and anther younger who she identified as my partner. She asked for the star sign of this younger male and I told her Gemini.

With this younger male in my life she sees that he feels a lot of pressure. That he feels trapped in a corner (This statement worried me, she would elaborate on this matter later).

She then moved on to ask if I worked for a family business? I said that I worked 2 jobs and one of them was a family business. She sees that down the track this job will play a bigger role in my life and to not let it go - My Baku Boss has been trying to get me to work full time for them for years, he has made big promises and said that he would even send me overseas to buy stock. For me it sounds good, but I have never taken it too seriously…who knows.

The next 3 cards represented me, my partner and another female. This second female would cause trouble in our relationship. I asked her if it was a younger or older female. She felt that it was an older person and the ‘trouble’ that she causes is more verbal i.e. she tends to say things that hurt my feelings. As a result there will be a lot of obstacles that I would have to work through, she advised me that I must do what’s best for me and to put myself first The psychic also sensed that I think too much, she advised me to let things happen and take it as it comes.

She feels that my relationship with my partner is moving to another level but something is stopping it. *Long pause* she believes that this has to do with Money and security – she could not be more spot on!

She further went on to say that possibly this pressure that my partner feels comes from his fear that he can’t offer me the security or look after me the way that he wants to – Jacky works full time, is completing his Capstone at Uni and studies at Tafe during the night to get his electricians license to complement his engineering degree. On weekends he helps at the family restaurant. His internship ends early next year and he has begun applying for engineering positions – it’s an uncertain time for him.

The next set of cards revealed a lot of celebration, ‘an abundance of love and joy’ followed by more celebration – I had my reading done right before Jon’s birthday celebrations and our 7 year anniversary + Jacky’s birthday. It was a great weekend and there was a lot of celebration!
I don’t know whether it was in my cards or she just sensed it, but she turned to me and said “Travel! It’s a big part of your life”. I asked if she meant a holiday was coming up? But she felt that it was deeper than that and possibly to do with my work, could even be a matter of me moving to work overseas. More specifically a Lady is going to make this possible for me down the track – if you have followed my blogs or know me in person you would know that I frequently talk about moving to Canada to live, we’re very serious about this and it’s still in the pipelines.

The psychic then told me that my money, career is all on track, new opportunities will come, sees September & October to be a important time for me in terms of career either in the form of a new job or promotion. She said that I have really “built the foundations and the rewards will come” – this was freaky because my manager says this phrase to me every Monday at catch up.

Learning; sees learning in my future not sure how that fit in with things or if I had the intention – funny that, 3 days prior to my reading I decided to email HR to enquire about study assistance if I chose to do my Masters. It came quite randomly and I only thought about this issue very recently.

The money situation is only temporary and things are going to work out fine, something will happen down the track that will lift a lot of the pressure – you must read this and wonder why money keeps coming up, Jacky and I have been trying to put together a house deposit and hope to buy property some time next year.

I have left out a few things but towards the end of the reading she asked if I had any questions. I wanted to ask about the health of my parents. It was quite freaky how accurate she was, she knew that my grandfather (dad’s side) had passed away when dad was young, she told me when he was in his 60s? I said that I didn't know (I later found out that my grandfather had a heart attack when he was in his 60s many years before I was even born). She wanted to let me know that she sees my dad living till his 80s; she asked me why the image of my father at an old age kept coming to her and the relevance. I said that my dad is nearing the age that my grandfather passed away and it was something I would worry about at the back of my mind.

She knew that I had a sister, a younger sister although she couldn’t sense anything about her – Sophia is very closed to the idea of a psychic and it didn't come as a surprise. The psychic then asked if I had two sisters, I said no just the one. At this point she became a bit flustered and was quite adamant that I had two. I replied that I had just the one, what I have never told anyone was that after Sophia was born, mum lost a baby – there should have been 3 of us.